Any advice on how to get through this easier would be loved. Any form of entertainment that will take away from the constant battle I am having with my own mind would also be loved.
A straight jacket and a padded room would be loved even more.
I am not going to use the patch because I just feel like I can do this on my own. It is almost fun, in a twisted way, to test your own strength and will power.
I apologise in advance for any crazy antics or any uncalled for bitching that may ensue in the next few













