[Requiem for a dream]

I want to do that, I want to excape my anonimate and exist at least trought my words. In a forum I shall explain that, so I'll do, but first sorry if my english is not always correct, but I'm italian, and italian would be much more right to epress my love for 30 seconds, their videos and Jared Leto as singer and as actor, and maybe for all I imagine of him that is not maybe real. I should write a poem for that, and send to him, but this is not possible I guess, and in any case, will he read? But I need to imagine a contact anyway, cause I'm not able to love in silence. So sorry to all that will be bored of my post, but I think taht could be interesting for everybody who really desires a more personal contact to the artists he loves.
I do not know a lot about 30 seconds, I wonder for example if they ever will come in Italy for a tour, i never saw one of their interviews, and I'm interested to know. But I'm not a classic "fan", maybe I'll become, who knows. But there are few intense things that really shocked my soul. The first, in chronological terms, was when I saw "Requiem for a dream", many years ago, in the festival of Turin. Jared was a very young and skin protagonist of this film and It was great! I really would like to see him in another role like that, so disperate, sweet and intense, not a commercial film, cause he has a big talent. That movie changed my perception of life with the idea that sometimes, no matter wat you do, your destiny is done and you will never save. My life till now sounds as a requiem for many dreams. One of them is to live with other artists, to know them, to join their real world, write songs or make videos, to shear our impressions, to have an exchange. Cause when their music, their images lives in me, I want to break the screen, the virtuality, and make it more real and human. When I saw "the kill" video I felt so very strongly. This is a wonderful video, I'm still full of the desire to be in the video, to cry to Jared what I'm trying to rationalize here, as he does in the video with himself.
I must say now that I'm not a teenager anymore, I don't spend my nights over posters or things like that, even with all of my respect towards teenagers, that in this world seem the last ones able to dream. I'm 24, and well conscious of how a singer or a group shoud not become a mith, and of how often they are different from how we dream of them. I knew many artists, and stopped to love their music or their books, cause their were not as their music or their books. So I wander: How can one know if an artist in AUTHENTIC? And in this case, how can I know if my love is true, if 30 seconds to mars are authentic, are not a very well made construction of the showbusiness? I don't say they are, not at all, but I need a confirmation, and I fear that this will come only if I know them. Or maybe I should accept that artist could be different from what we love of them, and just live in my personal conception of their art, not trying to know more? Yes, I can do that, but desire is a feeling that can't live without the object of his passion. And I keep inside me deeply what I felt when I saw "the kill" video or when I listen to certain songs of 30 seconds. And I will carry it with me for many nigts again.
So,will you ever reply?

[TheDaywalker]

[Quila]

No he won't reply.

And I agree with the statement above.

[HipMomster]

[Monica]

1. Just realise, there will never be "something" between you and Jared. None of this crazy "Jared mesmerizes me" crap, mmk? And Jared doesn't read these forums. He will not see this post. Just FYI.

2. They are authentic. Listen to their music. Learn about the band, the message. It's both real and someone unreal at the same time.

3. I don't even know what you think of you. This post is wierd. We don't talk about Jared's acting career here very much. It's about the music, man.

(Don't forget, Jared isn't making this music alone. There *are* other members in the band, too. )

[Spirited]

Diane, mind if I quote you?

[AgentM6023]

No he won't reply.

And I agree with the statement above.

ehhh ummm

DITTO

[Capricorn1015]

Whaaaaaaaaat?

Um . . . wow.

Just . . . wow.

[micki]

1. Just realise, there will never be "something" between you and Jared. None of this crazy "Jared mesmerizes me" crap, mmk? And Jared doesn't read these forums. He will not see this post. Just FYI.

2. They are authentic. Listen to their music. Learn about the band, the message. It's both real and someone unreal at the same time.

3. I don't even know what you think of you. This post is wierd. We don't talk about Jared's acting career here very much. It's about the music, man.

(Don't forget, Jared isn't making this music alone. There *are* other members in the band, too. )

ditto and

[IceQueen]

Jared doesn't read these forums.

And yes, they are real. From flesh and bones.

[kellybug]

I actually tried to read that, but by the 5th word my brain exploded...

[mascara.x.tears]

I actually tried to read that, but by the 5th word my brain exploded...

im going to have to agree

[starsign]

I'm going to join in the group *blinks* and 's.

And then I am going to say, if you know them or not when you watch interviews or hear (most) fans stories you can tell they are "real". They have passion and conviction and belief in what they do, write, say.

And then, I will go back to blinking.

[Vagabond]

Anyone got a hammer?

The wall of text needs to be broken apart.

[jorjol]

As italian i feel the need to answer to you, beeing italian too...

i really don't know how you can think that this could be not a real band but just a showbusinness construction!
This is a real band made by passions, dreams and great talents!
If you don't own their two cds just go to a shop and buy them, you will listen their music, their lyrics and you will understand how 30STM is a real band.
You talked about Jared Leto movies carrier: also in this way you can recognaise the honesty.

Anyway: welkome to the universe!

[Apocryphus]

I don't question the reality of Jared's art. I'm sure that if 30 Seconds to Mars were in Italy, and had the time, they'd express appreciation for the support of their European fans.

But they are rising stars. And busy artists don't generally have the time to physically connect with fans. The personal connection comes from the art they create, and that's really how it's always been.

[Forever_Failure]

I think this post is a joke made by someone with way too much time in their hands. I don't believe this post or poster is for real. And he/she is 24!! I'm 25 and never would act like thIS. Stop making up screen names and posting bullshit to make newbies look like idiots, It's boring. And if you're for real, then...















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[intothewonderland]

I think you should stop looking for externals to make you happy.

[Requiem for a dream]

Wht be agressive? If is a problem to talk about jared, sorry. I wanted to point a movie which is really important and not well known. I could speak of the music, and in this case all the band counts, but I think everybody of you knows the songs.
Yes, probably my post was weird cause I'm weird, and so what? A freak like "Edward Scissorshands" is what it explains me better. "maybe I'm a dreamer but I'm not the only one", said John Lennon, and for me to be a dreamer is to be safe, cause yor soul is not empty. Anyway i did not know that jared or others from the band are never on their forum, but I'm happy anyway to have written, cause I was wondering also about the distance betweewn artists and people, and the mass culture...thanks for your attention

[chevelle]

hmm i'm confused...